I have a bad elbow, it is really painful, even it touching my clothes hurts. It is clear I have done something to injure it. But surely with this pain, that is getting worse I would notice when the injury happened and be able to tell when this pain started. It was really annoying me to not be able to work out when this pain and discomfort started.
It was so slow I did not notice
Then I worked out why, I have a new car which is a different shape to my old one. Everytime I put my seatbelt on I hit my elbow gently on the car door. At first and for quite a long while too gently to notice. It wasn’t until the discomfort built up to a pain I really took any notice. I was so glad to have the car it did not cross my mind it was the cause of my discomfort and pain. And that putting on the seatbelt – the very thing supposed to keep me safe on my jouney was the cause.
Why would someone who loves me, hurt me?
Like my excitment of having the car it didn’t cross my mind it could end up hurting me; at the start of my abusive relationship, it was hard to imagine this charming man who seems to be so in love could possibly cause discomfort and pain, let alone be doing so on purpose.
We lose confidence in our own reality
Even when I realised I was being abused, there were still times of great love and care that mask the true nature of what is happening. With all the complexities of abuse it is hard to truly understand why there is so much discomfort. In a healthy relationship our sense of well-being is increased. In an abusive relationship we start to lose confidence in oursleves and our ability to do things we have always done. We start to feel dependent.
Know and notice the signs of abuse
It is so important to understand the signs of an abusive relationship. Whether you are the one in the relationship or you suspect a family member, friend or colleague is being subjected to abuse.
Nobody deserves to be abused
Abuse is about power and control. Information is powerful and being informed could help balance the scales to assist the person being abused. It took me years to truly understand what happened to me. I thought I somehow created the pain and discomfort in my life. I now realise it was not something I earned or deserved, I was a victim of domestic violence.
It has been said, you need at least 10,000 hours experience to become an expert in something. And with over 390,000 hours lived experience of abuse, over 100,000 hours working in corporate and over 80,000 hours learning and researching the consequences and outcomes of domestic violence and how to solve these issues, Lisa really can lay claim to being one of the leading experts in her field.
Lisa is considered a thought leader in the space of domestic violence workplace solutions for the comprehensive policies and training packages she implements into corporate businesses. But also for her blogs, podcast and as a media commentator.
Lisa knows corporates and domestic violence and has combined these two areas of expertise to help corporates implement the policies and training to support staff, improve company culture whilst at the same time improving productivity and profitability.
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